Monday, October 24, 2016


How time flies. It feels so yesterday i gave birth to Luke (read his birth story here) and now he is a year old toddler. Walking and and climbing. Still clingy to mummy. Love to explore and even know how to annoys his sister. His favorite song is Five Little Monkey Jumping On The Bed that I let him watch every time i need to do something.

Thursday, September 15, 2016


We were at kampung last week for a week. Besides good food and companies to talk with and catching up with the family, i adore every little thing about kampung. Well who doesn't right?

It is always my dream at least owning few plants that cared and planted by myself. I've been trying to plant some here at home but it dried and died. And worst, my veggies did not show up after sowing. I gave up and hold everything. Threw all of the soil and packed those brown vases into storage room. Pathetic. I know. 

Friday, September 2, 2016


Why did not i discovered early that I actually attracted to sewing. Back then, my mum owned a sewing machine but i never really interested plus im still so young and what i knew is playing with the treadle sewing machine. Until now i don't really know how to operate it. Plus, the sewing machine was broken and is kept in the storage house at hometown. My first ever small project when i was young, was a simple small tote bag. Hand sewn. I really wants to own one until i decided to sew one for myself from a scrap fabric. It turned out nice until my sister had it for herself since i went to boarding school. And no more sewing related stuff until I purchased my portable sewing machine 4y ago. But did not really utilize it because i was pregnant with Hazel. 

Friday, August 12, 2016


image from google

Suddenly, without any notice the excitement for make up went up high. Smitten with make up stuffs after few years did not bothering checking brand new products launched at Watsons because once i start buying i CAN'T STOP. Sephora is in KK already, but to be frank I only been there once. And that time, my mojo for makeup still malu-malu kucing to make it's appearance. Just blankly stared those pretty eyeshadows, lip cream, tools and etc.

And now i want to own my own basic make up stuffs. And here come the list!!

Monday, August 8, 2016


It is still fresh in my mind when i delivered  Hazel even it was 3 years ago. i still remember everything. shared the story of giving birth to hazel in my old not active anymore blog. too bad i didn't back up the post and it was forever gone. i should have right? or may be i can write it down in a book/ journal so that hazel can read when she grow up... who knows, may be she wonders her own birth story. 

And now i want to share Luke's. im afraid that i mix up their birth story and even worst, kalau ada rezeki dorang ada adik lagi... nah mungkin that time sa lupa suda kan.

so here is the chronology of giving birth to Luke.

Saturday, July 23, 2016


cant get over putting this beautiful stock photo into my every post

SAHM, FTWM, WAHM or whatever mama you are if comes to handling house chores and kids it is always challenging. Juggling motherhood, wifehood and works (in my case the house chores) is crazy. How to divide the brain to concentrate on so many things at the same time. I love to stay at home 24/7 but sometimes when things get a bit complicated like when kids not behave, kids fighting over toys, food is everywhere on the floor, too many uncompleted chores, tired and did not sleep well at night and many leads to stresssss.

Here how i de-stress myself. Kalau stress lama-lama pun bikin sakit. 

Wednesday, July 20, 2016


Since giving birth to Hazel i never really back to normal skincare routine -cleanse, toner and moisturize. Cleansing will do. Too lazy to do the other two steps. I don't care about my skincare routine. My kids is my priority.

Sunday, July 17, 2016


sometimes im confused with my own hobbies. sometimes im into sewing. then into baking. then so into gardening. and soooo into makeup too. sometimes i want to do all of them at the same time. i guess i have so much time to daydream until i wanted to do all of them.

Thursday, July 14, 2016

what to blog

Oh hello bloggers.

I really don't have idea what to blog first. too many to share actually but i know they may not worth to be posted here. Some too random, some too personal and some to just not worth to be shared publicly. Frankly, i really misses those blogging days. It was a good time when you found a virtual friends. Sharing thoughts, sharing opinions and all.

So, if i really want to into blogging again, what should i write? Im no good at writing. Hahaha so lacking.

Product review? Oh I seldom bought stuffs nowadays. Makeup? Skincare?

Oh i just dont know what to blog about.

So mostly plain random stuffs la.

So see you again in the next post

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Hazel at 33 months

Hazel is currently 33 months and in 2months time she will be 3 years old. Soon will enter pre-school. Time real flies. It is just like yesterday i gave birth to her. She is not that fluent in talking yet sometimes me myself her mummy who with her 24/7 find it is hard to understands what she was talking. She will get angry if i don't get what she trying to say. Funny at the same time.

Since she is almost 3yo, she can count 1-10 in English and Malay. Have yet to teach her to count in Dusun too. Hopefully, in few months she can recognize the numbers and alphabets too. She can sing ABC song half way only by now. And she recognize colors too. Thanks to Youtube. She holds pencil perfectly. Our white color wall has had her "amazing drawing".

In term of social, I can see that she is still developing. She know how to hang out with other kid. Mula2 malu kucing lah, suda in baru inda ingat dunia kalau main. She knows how to say Thank You too. 
She is 100% diaper free since end of last year. And now she can wear her own pants without me helping. And if she is in a good mood, she will pee/poop on her own in her potty. Sinang kerja mummy. But still need to wash her lah.

Her favorite toys atm is her kitchen sets. Her daddy bought her a bigger sets last time and i think she have more than 5 small set. Can you imagine how messy our house everyday? She loves to pour them all on the floor and pick which one she wants to play. 

Anyway that all i can think off by now.

Here Hazel's at age of 7hours. Always my first baby!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

A come back, maybe

So, its been almost a year since I last blog. Missing blogging so much but with two kids, it prohibit me to doing so. So what happen after almost a year?

Firstly, I'm a mommy of two. Delivered a baby boy on 6th October 2015 on fine morning weigh 3.1kg. We named him Luke Avannus. And he is now 4 months. And he's been started rolling since he was 3m3w. So people been asking me what is the different delivering a baby girl and boy. Hahah no difference at all. Same pain on the same spot. I cant tell how pain it is. Indescribable. God knows. Anyway, i might be sharing my birth story soon.

Here, Luke aged only 2hours.

Secondly, yes I'm still a SAHM. Been a SAHM since end of year 2012. I loved to work  but this is not the right time tho the fact that we need extra sources to raise our kids. With the economy downturn nowadays, it is good to have both parent working. But to think of sending my kids to be cared by someone is a pain. So hard to find babysitter nowadays. So looking for a job is put on hold now.

Love you two, sweethearts!!!

Hurmmm..i cant think of another stuff to update see you all soon again ya..

So that is my comeback post..